“My Beloved” is the most unhinged thing I’ve ever made, and I could not be more proud. Inspired by avant garde noise artists such as Uboa, Steve Roden, Kevin Drumm, John Wiese, Merzbow, etc., this piece is my intersection between beauty and pain, with both lullaby-esque melodies and brutal walls of noise. It is uncompromisingly dark and authentic, audibly depicting the entire, unforgiving dichotomy of sound at its limits. It is an extension of me and my experiences feeling alienated living in a modern world, exploring the hindsight and collateral damage of a trauma-bond, along with the harrowing emotional conditioning that is born from it. 

To me, this is what art is for.

“November” is an album consisting of my original piano pieces. In this project, I am letting my thoughts breathe, and it has been described as “melancholic”, “dire” and “cinematic.”

SADIST///SAINT is a 13-minute piece of sound art about wasting myself on someone I resent.

“Helium” is an 11-minute piece of sound art. It is unequivocally my darkest and most personal project to date, depicting my state of mind shortly before a suicide attempt.